hais. lets start der countdown. our days are numbered. =(

had tution today.he's still as cute. lols.
hmm. went to meet colleen to study. yupp.
didnt so much. but we had a nice chat. =D
duntinksomuchgurl.itsnotgood.forboth,youandhim.

aint feelin any better dis few days.
things are still der same. HAIS.
i noe i shld treasure der time.
i'll try to. in fact i HAF to. not much left.
i need to grab on tite. but at der same time loosen my grip.

hahas.it seems like it doesnt make any sense.
but, as long as i understand cant liao. =x
i tink mayb some ppl will understand bahh.

hais. SCREWED.

wahahas. today marks der start of our mid ur examination.
no comments bout der paper. =x

after skool stayed back to study awhile. lols.
i cant belief someone asked me to call him korkor. =x

things arent the same as before.
i noe. mayb im thinkin too much.
but i cant help it. (say im childish.i dun care.)
unknowingly, im startin to build a wall.
ive did it last time. you always knocked it down.
but dis time, i guess you are sick of doing der same thgs bah..
and i oso tink dat you wont be bothered to knock it down anymore.
yupp. hais. how i wish i can stop buildin.
im tryin.. im tryin.. but im juz afraid dat by der time i managed to stop,
you've alr left.. left me alone. too late.

I've decided. i'll give up on you.
THOROUGHLY. im sick. im tired.
mydears were rite, i need a break.
i need to think thru.. i've started deletin your msgs.

ahhh!! stupid chicky!!
you ruined my life again and again!!
i hate you larr!!!

OH DAMN. im farking pissed today.=x
ha-ha. how nice isit to be blocked by an BIG atomic bomb when u are in a rush to catch up wif others becuz you are left behind. and you got caught behind dat grp of guys.ha-ha.how lucky can i be.

i like der assembly today.=D yupp, i tink its cool. yupp.
and thnks colleen for ur lil joke.=) it did cheer me up a lil. muackks.

after skool, i went back to class to get some books. when i opened der door, the monkey[Leonard Goh] came flying towards me larr. my heart almost thump out. lucky i dun haf ny heart diseases. if not i'll die ON DE SPOT. and dey were dere luffin at me=x

wah piang. ITS DE END OF ME. SCREWED.
ahh! can i say dat it NOT my table??

=( its time to buy new slippers.

hahahas. today skool is fun! =D
i lurfe PE!! wahahas. <33`
i tink you shld use ur legs to play ball instead of ur hands. =x

no POA today. =)) Mr Lim was nice today. hahas.
had a lil tok wid colleen today. yupp.
and Enoch gave use some opinion..
duno wat to say.. but he seriously sound like our daddy. =x
hahahas. IM SO HIGH~!
im gonna torture chicky tonite!! hahas.

it was a bad bad nite ytd.
sleepless nite..

hais.. things are gettin out of hand. i cant let dis go on. im gonna stop tinkin bout watever im not supposed to tink about.. to keep things from worsenin.. hais.

gonna go to der indoor stadium tml.. to watch der hollaback crew finals..
All der best Global Beats Foundation. =DD
Good luck my darlings, Colleen and Audrey.. Jiayou.. =DD you can do it!

gonna stop. im totally not in der mood. not even a single bit.

im kinda happy dis few days =DD.
im not gonna let u affect my mood.

hahas. my darlin Jon treat me drink today!! hahas. <33`
hmm. thnks Jesse and vonne for accompanyin me. lurfeya!!
sorry horr. wasted both of ur time. =s

you guys make me happy. <33`

wahahs. no tution ytd. =DD my tutor sprained his ankle. =x poor thg. get well soon! =) den went to vonne's hse. i had fun. i shall visit her more often! hahas. x)

i woke up in der middle of der nite..all thnks to der freakin nitemare.gosh. my heart almost pump out last nite..lucky you calm me down. thanks!

yupp. i finally understand lerr. wat jesse always say.. zhuo ren yao zhi zu.. dun try to ask for too much. be happy wif wat u r given and treasure it. cuz der more u ask for, der higher chance u'll end up wif nth.. and im contented wif wat i have now. =D

I have my girlfrens. they were always dere for me.. they accompanied me thru der darkest time..
I have my bestie/son.. he'll nvr leave me cryin alone.. i noe he'll always be dere to guide me when im lost. he correct my faults to make me a better gurl. no matter how unreasonable i am, he'll always bear wif me..
I have group of deardear frens.. they mite not be my closest ones, we dun reali hang out.. but dey let me realise dat dere are still alot of ppl hu cares for me. im not alone =)
I also have a happy family. =DD

And lastly, you, thnks for lettin me realise dat u care for me.. i used to tink dat u'll nvr care. but u proved me wrong. thnks myfren. =D

with all dat above, wat more can i ask for. nth. =))

back from sports day.SO BORING lorr.but luckily got jo-nehneh entertain me..lols. and der results are..arghh.qi si ren larr.TMD.but for some reasons, im happy.! =D
i found der courage to tok to him.oh finally. <3

hais. mid yr exams is drawin near.. damn scared lorr.T.T.less den 1 mth's time and i haven even started my revision.OH DAMN.i guess i'll start soon bahh.=s

WAHAHAS. tution tml with my darlings.=D

damn.imdamnconfuseddisfewdayslorr.
ikeepthinkinofsthdatinoeishldntbethinkinof..
it'llbeasecretimgonnakeepitindereforever.
andletnooneknow.[exceptHIM`.]
imnotgonnaleakitout.NEVER.
imnotgonnaletdisspoilanythginmypresentlife.
ifiteverhappens,imgonnablamemyselfforlife.
so,it'llneverhappen.[hopeso.]